I'm sorry for your loss, Bill. Children should never precede you in death. Putting myself in your shoes, I don't know how I'd cope with the magnitude of that loss. The only words I have are to remember all the good memories, allow yourself the time to process every emotion and don't set a timeline for grieving. I'm certain it will never stop hurting but the pain of loss will subside as you continue your path and remember him for who he was; your boy. Take solace in knowing that when your time comes, you will be reunited. Death is not the end, it's merely the beginning of a new chapter. I wish you peace, comfort and the guidance of God's own hand as you lay him to rest.