Praying for you man. Awful. You are doing the right thing and walking the path of the righteous. I hope the judge sees that.It's a long game.
I haven't bad mouthed her to the community while she has put me on blast. I just keep my mouth shut, focus on the kids and my physical/mental health, and do the best I can at work without getting fired. Almost all "friends" abandoned me for various reasons - to be fair most men don't want to talk about the D and I don't blame them. Plus the sobriety and kid focus is not the most fun/interesting thing to connect over.
But like I said it is a long game. Some mutual family friends are starting to see the light. I coach my oldest daughters travel softball. My Ex is supposed to come to the games and watch the younger two while I run the team. Two weeks ago she missed a large majority of the games to go to concerts - so some of the other moms on the team watched my younger two. Which they happily did as I a damn good coach and their girls love me. They were calling me "super Dad." I only know that she went to concerts because others told me based on from her social media (I've blocked her and don't use it anymore).
So I'm hanging out with a couple of Dad's and they go "so it's been a year, she doesn't have a job, refuses to sell the house, is partying with her friends, and misses her kids extra circulars? My wife said to me last night, "it's no wonder he stop drinking."
This was the same wife who Moms group listened to my Exs stories of my crazy emotional, mental, financial abuse claims and probably at first believed her. But's is a long game