No morning better than this to come together in whatever form we may, and pray for your wife and you as well. May God comfort you both through these times, and provide healing as only he can, and may he renew your strength and spirit whenever you are weary or fatigued.
May the Lord Almightly renew the strength and place forgiveness in your heart because until you do forgive yourself the strength cannot be held. Prayers from mine to yours.
May the peace that passes understanding fill you mind body and soul this morning. Lord overwhelm Ben and Brenda with your love this morning and every morning.
Stay strong brother. Thanks for reaching out, you are not alone. I am praying for you and Brenda.