Hero complex?
Scared?
Want to protect something or someone and need a gun to do it?
Satan calls your firearms TOYs. You can't kill a soul with a gun no matter how hard you try.
You want to protect something then protect your soul from the darkness.
You pull that gun over something GOD doesn't classify as requiring death then it is just murder and that is on your head.
So why do you carry?
Their soul isn’t my problem. That’s for GOD and satan to fight over. I’m only concerned with their actions here on earth. If their actions jeopardize myself or someone who needs protecting then it’s time to arrange the fight for their soul.