If you think they want firearm laws because of dumb people then you are being dumb. They want the government to have a monopoly on violence because the communists don't believe you should be free. They don't give a rats ass about dumb people and rednecks.
I've been 100 percent for about 5 or 6 years. The VA still sucks and won't help for ****. It's always about checking the box so they can lie to the public and say they are treating everyone. It's a ****show every time I've ever tried to go there.
The VA docs are just trying to check boxes and kick people out so they can check boxes on the next guy. I'm sick of trying with them. Going to a different doc tomorrow. Hopefully she will listen.
I started teaching my new class today. I felt ok at first but by the time I was done 4 hours later I felt like I was going to pass out. Started getting words mixed up at the end and it felt like a prison. Now I'm sitting here angry. I just want to feel halfway good. I want to be able to sleep. I...
I know. Getting my mind to slow down is the hardest part. I've started losing words and that's tough. I was always the smartest guy in the room and now I can't remember basic **** when it hits.
No clue. Woke up in my CHU in Iraq with my heart beating out of my chest and I couldn't catch my breath. It was August 2009. It's only gotten worse since then. I haven't had a good night's sleep in 15 years.
It's become debilitating at times now. Just leaving the house has become the hardest thing I do every day. I'm briefing Full Birds and SES's and I feel like I'm going to pass out. Being in front of my class feels like I'm sitting down with the devil discussing which torments I'm in line for...
I don't feel good though. I know what's going on but getting to that good is the hard part. It helps talking about it but it feels like waxing a car with a blown motor.
Any of y'all suffering through it? I never admitted to myself that I had it until very recently. I have been reflecting lately and I think it's time to confront it. Sleeping on the couch for 15 years and being on high alert 24/7 should have been enough for me to wake up to it. I felt like I was...