God bless your soul and her's She will always be with you, and everything you shared will always be yours. prayers sent for you, don't give up on the lord he will watch over you. Stay strong and hold your own. easier said than done but you have our support. best wishes
I'm so sad to hear of your loss. I know where you are at.... I too lost my soulmate a little over two years ago. I've felt the pain, the sorrow, the emptiness. It doesnt go away, just a little dulled. Every waking moment, my wife is in my thoughts. Please try to attend a grief counseling series. Many churches, hospice's, hospitals offer them. No one grieves the same. It was a great help for me. An irony is in your avatar. The tattoo of Betty Boop. That was my wife's nickname she loved anything and everything about Betty Boop. Our grand kids called her "GrammyBoop and me PappyBoop. If you need to talk just PM me.