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What am I so afraid of?

Yeah, sure, until you catch something that won't wipe off. Or better yet, something that just keeps on giving. You'll know what it is when you catch it.

This is bull**** you'll regret some of both!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Believe me I've listened to more that one confession and I'm not even ordained.......................

You drunk bro?
 
I think it`s time to break out the chart and test her out. lol

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So... there's this girl and I think I like her. We've been coworkers for a while now and I guess I always flirted with her but, I never really thought much of it. She was just a friend. Recently we started hanging out on the weekends and we've gotten really close and spent a couple of nights together. Everything was cool. One day she looked at me and asked me if I liked her and that she needed to know because she's 'been lied to so many times before'....and I couldn't answer it. Just couldn't. Like, wtf is wrong with me?! Of course, I like her. For some odd reason, I couldn't give her an answer full of certainty. I guess it's because that I never really considered my feelings towards her. The past few days, I haven't stopped thinking about her. I
can't. I want to, and I want to go back to the way things were before but, I can't. I've become so infatuated with her. She asked why I'm avoiding her and I don't know why. I like her but, I just hate relationships. They always hurt in the end and I know things won't last. Fwb is one thing, but every time I invest emotionally in someone I've gotten hurt. We're different ages and in different point in our lives so, there's no way things would work out. She has kids and I'm just a kid with little to no responsibilities. I'm not good enough for her. I work at a burrito joint and am just now starting college, three years after finishing high school. (Which reminds me orientation is tomorrow. Thanks odt, I almost forgot. Gotta set my alarm). This is sooo ridiculous. I know it can't last, I think that she realized that so, why can't I just tell her how I feel right now and enjoy it while it lasts? So, now it's midnight, I'm a little drunk and spent the last half of my shift avoiding her. And I'm considering posting all of this on the odt. Jeez, I'm pathetic. I guess I just want someone to tell me that I'm crazy or I don't know what. I just need some guy to guy adivice.

I married my wife my sophomore year of college. it its right, you'll know it. Its not wanting to be with her, its more of you can't be without her.
 
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