I don't know what the f--- I'm going to do. There's 2 people here I'd feel comfortable talking to about it, reached out to one the other doesn't have a cell phone anymore I think. I shouldn't be in this spot. I shouldn't be here. I have never screwed anyone over (ok some shameful actions w women), not a criminal. I'm stuck. Sometimes I start doing something and I can't stop it I can't stop
Maybe will go outside few minutes and fresh air will help
Maybe will go outside few minutes and fresh air will help