Fell wrong of a 6 ft ladder,landed on my shoulder and felt that **** for 2 yrs...10 to 15 will kill yo ass if you fall wrong..I hate heights..I can force myself to a degree but that anxiety leading up to making myself do it sucks I know rationally 10-15 ft isn’t anything to really worry about yet when the time comes I can’t do it without going through every possible bad scenario