My prayers are with you. Lost my mom July of 2015. The sense of loss becomes less pervasive in time. I still dream about mom occasionally, never remember doing that when she was alive. Had Alzheimer's for the last 10 years. She is in a better place.
Very sorry to hear about your mother passing! My mother has serious heart issues and not doing well at all. I'm lucky to still have her and I cherish every day I spend with her.
We do not know how you feel, as many times no one has any idea of what you feel, however remember her fondly, and be thankful, she loved you, took great pride in you...
We send our heart felt symphany of your loss, you will never forget her, and miss her greatly just allow yourself to grieve...