Anybody ever buried a parent and felt like the world was lifted off your shoulders

[basstracker89]

Hate to hear that. Never really knew much about my parents, my mom some. I was adopted when I was little. They died and I was handed over to someone else to raise me then they died, all were elderly by the way. By the time I was 15 I’ve been to more funerals than I could count, went into adulthood and that line of work led to a life of violence and lot of death. That’s why death doesn’t matter to me it never has, all I ever knew was death since I was very little, I lack empathy and emotions to others and it’s hard for me to express and show the correct emotions when necessary.

I understand. You have to disconnect to survive. I lost my Mother when I was 9, nothing was the same after that. I hope you have a wife and family to love you. Every human needs to be loved. I'm sorry you've been through so much