Life really is so much better with dogs in it . it's to hard to trust in people nowadays especially when you and your dog have had to come across some of the worst. That almost undescribable feeling of your passed pup pulling you towards something is an amazingly powerful feeling like he was still alive at your side it was such a strong pull I couldn't do anything but let him lead me. R.I.P finlay God bless you DixieI’m sorry for your loss, I know how tough it is. I was in the same place as you from Feb. 25, 2020 till May 27, 2020. Lost my buddy Finlay to cancer, I felt like I failed him too but it was weird that I also felt like he was telling me to stop what I was doing and go to the shelter May 27th. When the prisoner brought Dixie out she immediately went to my wife and picked her then straight to me and did the same. Finlay had a hand/paw in that somehow, that I have no doubt. Life is just better because of dogs.