I ask a bunch of "gun goobers" because for the most part, I don't have anyone close enough to me that I can sit and talk about things like this. And here, I have a degree of anonymity and feel like this community may have something to offer me... Here's my take on this as the dust settles: Her saying that sends a creepy message to me, I am feeling very uncomfortable with her position. I feel she is building a false safety net made of false assumptions, one that is not about knowing if I'm doing anything wrong--but that she may INTERPRET something I'm doing as wrong. And that implies that I am doing something wrong whether I am or not. And causes me to not trust HER...probably the exact opposite of what she was aiming for. Because even if I have nothing to hide (and with her, I have nothing to hide) now, I have something to fear.
I appreciate all your input, guys. Keep it coming.... This may be a turning point for me, may be the catalyst for wrinkling up the papers of 3 years together and tossing it into the waste basket, or not.