I'm lost, sad, mad and just straight out angry

[Red Squirrel 556]

You know you are right and the decision had to be made. It just hurts more as it was my brother not just a friend or one of soldiers that I was talking to trying to comfort. Yes they were personal and each one hurt but this was just a little to much and it hurt the most. I think part of it was it seemed as though I was being callous about it but I had already cried and was still fighting back the tears even more as I had to in that little bit of time stop my emotions and deal with the issue at hand and be strong for my other brother and my mother who just couldn't deal with it.

Sounds like you were strong enough for everyone. Cheers.

 

[MRH]

Wow man, you are really going through it. I'm very sorry for your losses, and you and your family are in my prayers.

 

[beaver]

Prayers sent for you and family

 

[Ghost-1]

Sounds like you were strong enough for everyone. Cheers.

Yeah I had to and have to be but no matter what it is still hard. I'll make it through this as I always seem to one way or another after having to go through and deal with the things have have had to do through the years.

 

[Ghost-1]

Wow man, you are really going through it. I'm very sorry for your losses, and you and your family are in my prayers.

Thank you and yes I feel like I am being tested for some reason but no matter what I'll make it through it.

 

[Ghost-1]

Prayers sent for you and family

Thank you.

 

[Triptones]

Man that is an incrdible load to bear. Prayers for you and your family. Lean on God he is waiting for you as always. May you and your family find peace and comfort soon.

 

[buellbrewer]

I am sorry for what you are having to go through. You will be in my thoughts and prayers. Stay strong!

 

[Ghost-1]

Man that is an incrdible load to bear. Prayers for you and your family. Lean on God he is waiting for you as always. May you and your family find peace and comfort soon.

Thank you and yes right now the load is heavy but I know it will get lighter but it will take a little time.

 

[Ghost-1]

I am sorry for what you are having to go through. You will be in my thoughts and prayers. Stay strong!

Thank you and I know it's just part of life but this is the part of life that sucks and hurts the most is when you loose someone you love as many of you know.